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Tomorrow and Tomorrow chapter 1--A Loki/Sigyn fic

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Chapter One

One Year Earlier

The wood shrieked as it gave way under the blow of her axe, the halved log pieces falling on either side of the cutting stump. Sigyn took a moment between swings to steady herself. It was a challenge to ignore the heady trickle of adrenaline as it flooded her veins, leaving her light-headed and gasping. Without thinking, she reached for the pouch hanging around her neck, but the water skin was already emptied

Damn.

She had never felt so useless.

The air was hard with the midwinter cold, the stand of elm trees provided a superficial shelter from the high winds that raced down the hills and into the basin of the quarry. Her deer-hide cloak, the only fine garment she had bothered to keep after leaving the royal court at Asgard, pulled at her aching shoulders. Inside her wool tunic Sigyn’s body had shrunken. Winters in Vanaheimr were long and plagued with scarcity. It took a good deal of effort to chop enough wood to keep even her small dwelling warm.

Not for the first time, Sigyn was reminded of the peculiar torment of exile. She wasn’t a prisoner, exactly, having no jailers or guards to keep her locked away. She was simply alone.

Damn.

You are useless.

A hard frown deepened the lines on either side of her mouth. Sigyn thrust the handle of her axe into her belt and gathered as many halved logs as she could carry. With any luck, she would have enough firewood to see her through the darkest watches of the night. By dawn, however, she would have to fetch more.

And the night sky was always at its blackest before sunrise, wasn’t it? And the wind always seemed a little fiercer in that eerie space of time, when neither the moon nor the sun were high enough to see.

Sigyn grunted, struggling to balance her bundle of wood. It was midwinter now, she reminded herself. Spring couldn’t be that far away.

She followed the narrow trail out of the elm thicket, which was not very deep nor very dark. It wasn’t a place Sigyn had initially been familiar with, although she had been both born and raised in Vanaheim. Her dwelling stood on her father’s old estate, a section of a shale quarry that she had not ceded to her husband’s family as part of her dowry. The land, unfortunately, was without much promise or beauty or use. Shale deposits had made the soil resistant to any farming, and the only vegetation that grew on most of the stony hills was a hardy, reddish heather that bloomed in angry little tufts here and there. Although she lived alone, Sigyn didn't have the means to sustain herself and she had been relying on the grain stores sent to her from Asgard by Frigga, who seemed to be the only member of the royal family who remembered that Sigyn was still, by marriage, a Princess of Asgard. Not that she cared much for her title. Not that she cared much for anything at all…except him.

Grane was waiting for her at the end of the trail, his neck lowered as he searched for the stray bits of dried grass that had managed to poke through the soil. The gelding was a docile, yet dependable mount, a light draft horse who stood at a little over fifteen hands, with a bay coat that had grown shaggy to withstand the winter’s chill. Back in Asgard, Sigyn knew that Grane would not be considered suitable enough for a member of the royal family to use even as a hack, but he had served as her constant and much beloved companion throughout the years of her exile, exhibiting a quiet nobility that she cherished.

She took a moment to arrange the logs she had collected on the two-wheeled cart she used for her meager hauling trips. Aside from a worn harness, Grane’s broad back was bare and Sigyn settled herself onto the familiar, comfortable space just behind his withers. Her hands, although gloved, sought out the warmth of the animal’s body and she curled her fingers around a thick strand of wind-tangled mane.

Grane was all she needed, she thought, trying to ignore the deep, unshakable anger that had begun to feed off her pride. Sigyn knew she had never been as strong as him, which was why she was in Vanaheim now, alone, exiled. Forgotten.

She hissed, her hot breath stinging her cracked lips. Sigyn was weakened by thoughts of just whom she was missing. It wouldn’t have been so bad, really, if she hadn’t cared for him so much. If she hadn’t loved him so much.

So desperately…

Her heels touched Grane’s flanks, the horse jerked forward, his hooves rang against the hard, stony ground. And the echo that reached her, the voice that laughed back, was brittle and mocking.

*****

Sigyn’s dwelling had been converted from an old hunting lodge set just above the shale quarry, in the lee of one of the stony slopes. It was a squat, square structure with heavy wooden walls and a pitched roof insulated with straw and horsehair. The lodge itself had only three rooms, aside from the outbuildings, which included a four-stall stable and a stone well housed in a shed. Sigyn herself had added a small paddock next to the stable, where Grane was put out to graze on the tough patches of heather during the summer.

Approaching the structure from the road, Sigyn found herself squinting against the cutting light of the winter sun. The gate in the front yard had been blown open by an errant gust. Immediately, her spine stiffened. The gate was old, but it could still be latched, and Sigyn never left her dwelling without pulling it closed behind her. She drew back on the reins. Grane stopped.

Someone was in her house.

With her free hand, Sigyn pulled her axe from her belt. It wasn’t a weapon, the handle worn smooth with much use, the blade nicked and notched in too many places. She was not armed, nor had she been granted the privilege of carrying any weapons when Odin exiled her from Asgard, stripping her of what little strength or magic she had to defend herself. Sigyn’s heart was a jagged lump in her throat as she watched the gate swing back and forth in the wind. There was a chance, she suddenly realized, that she might die alone, now. And there was a chance, she suddenly realized, that she would not get to see him again, not that he had ever wanted to, not that she had ever been able to…

A raven, who had apparently been nesting in the lodge rafters, dropped into the sky, his wings beating against the biting air. Sigyn jerked her head to the right to watch the bird fly, and as she did, someone called her name.

“My lady Sigyn!”

It was not meant to be a greeting, or so she felt. Sigyn moved quickly. She pitched herself to the side and took shelter in the tight place underneath the cart. As soon as she hit the ground, she was accosted by another raven, the bird standing in the small space beneath Grane’s forelegs. Sigyn recognized the raven at once, her blood thrumming with apprehension.

Huginn.

One of Odin’s birds. His spy. Which could only mean that she had run out of time and that she had run out of luck. The Allfather had never forgiven his daughter-in-law for her treachery of years past, and he had permitted her to live in exile only long enough to weaken her. She could be killed, now that she was cowed. She could be destroyed after, yes, only after, she had been thoroughly punished.

“My lady Sigyn!”

Sigyn recognized the voice which called to her again as she crouched like a coward beneath the bed of the cart. Even her fear of death could not outmatch her own self-loathing. She would die in shame and he would then be dishonored, which Sigyn could not abide. Although exiled, although all but forgotten, she was still the goddess of fidelity, and most importantly, she was his wife.

Damn. She had to try.

From her hiding place, Sigyn noticed a pair of booted feet approaching the cart. She had only seconds. Glancing about, she noticed the loose knots she had tied in the hemp ropes, the weight of the firewood straining against the fastenings. As quick as she could, she slid her hand all the way down the shaft of her axe. One quick blow severed the ropes. The lashings snapped and gave way. Logs rolled wildly down the road. Her attacker cursed, stumbling on the loosed firewood.

But the sudden noise and hectic crash of the logs had spooked Grane. The horse reared, unbalancing the cart. Dazed, Sigyn glanced up just as the cart began to tip. She would crushed by the weight, if she didn’t move. She was going to die by her own hand if she didn’t get out of the way…

And then he reached for her, his fingers fisting in the hood of her deer-hide cloak. Sigyn cried out as her attacker pulled her from underneath the cart just before it fell. More logs rolled free, smacking her legs. In his panic, Grane snapped his tracings and ran towards the stable.

Sigyn lay on the road, her cloak muddied, her axe lost, crushed beneath the overturned cart. She was flat on her back and helpless. Thor towered over her.

“Sigyn!” her brother-in-law muttered, one hand still gripping her hood. Behind him, the sun had drifted into a bank of clouds. Snow fell.

It was over now, Sigyn thought vaguely, with a strange sense of relief. A few small, wet flakes landed on her face and cooled her flushed cheeks. It was all finally over…

She managed a tight smile for the Prince, although her voice cracked pitifully when she tried to speak. “Your brother well never forgive you if you kill me,” she said, even though she knew it wasn’t true.

“No,” Thor shook his head. He paused, and then added, “Loki is dead.”
Tomorrow and Tomorrow and Tomorrow Chapter One--A Loki/Sigyn Fanfiction
Fandom: Avengers
Rating: PG-13 for some mild violence
Summary: When Loki is married, by Odin’s decree, to the plain-faced warrior goddess Sigyn, the Trickster God cleverly exiles his unwanted spouse from Asgard. But years later, with an army of Chitauri behind him, Loki realizes that his estranged wife may be the only one who can help him conquer all of Midgard.
Soundtrack: Lascia Ch'io Pianga by G.F. Handel
Chapter Image made by LadyMintLeaf
Disclaimer: I claim no ownership of the characters and storylines associated with Marvel’s Avenger comics and film.
Author’s Note: The name of Sigyn's horse, Grane, is also the name of the Valkyrie Brunhilde's horse in Richard Wagner's "Ring Cycle" operas. According to the "Volsunga saga", the horse (named Grani) belongs to Sigurd and is a descendant Sleipnir. So yes, that was my attempt at an inside Loki joke. ;)

Thanks so very much for reading! You can find the additional chapters here.
Prologue
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four

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SusanBourne042's avatar
I like that you describe sigyn as a warrior , I like that her horse is a descendant of Spleipnir and I like the inclusion of Odin's one of ravens.

Admittedly when I first read the name "Grane" I was bit confused I thought it might have been a typo until I read the author's note then it made perfect sense and now that I think about it I am fairly sure that I have heard of Grane before.